Hello!
It's been a while, right?
Anyway, I'm so busy at school I don't even know which of the subjects or activities is my top priority.
Hahaha. Anyway, I want to share to you a very beautiful song.
There are tons of songs about girls wanting to keep a guy or turn a player into someone who's very loyal to his lover...this song has that theme but the thing that makes it so unique and catchy is its tune, vibe and lyrics...the lyrics are subtle and so feminine. I like this song so much that I replayed it for so many times for days! Hahaha! The thing is, I'm not really much a fan of girl groups since my taste likes complex choreography and boy group songs...but this one is an exception.
This one is from SNSD with the title "Lion Heart" (ENJOY!)
I'm looking forward to blog regularly again. So see you next time!
Diane – a simple yet intelligent girl. She loves color black
and helping people. Even though a lot of people are telling her she’s pretty,
she thinks otherwise about herself.
Prince – Diane’s school mate who is always in need of help.
Since he has trouble with his academics, Diane is his savior. He’s very
friendly and sweet to everyone.
Mandy – Diane’s best friend. She knows Diane very well and
always tells her to be herself. She’s a confident and independent woman who’s
as intelligent as Diane.
Story
Diane has a problem. It’s been three years since she went to
college and she feels as if she’s not growing as a person.
Her grades are great then they’ll get mediocre.
She’s full of energy then feel very tired the next.
She feels like as if she’s in a roller coaster ride and the
most alarming thing is, she doesn’t feel romantically attracted to boys.
The good thing is, Mandy, her best friend is there to keep
her in place.
One day, their school mate Prince approached Diane to help
him with his final project --- a short film.
Diane’s the type of person who’s hard to say “no” to anyone.
Therefore, Diane agreed helping Prince with the project.
Diane juggled her days in between fixing her own life and
helping Prince. Prince on the other hand, feels he’s a burden for her but
cannot do anything but ease her helping duties to help her.
They did the project for a week. Diane also took her exams.
Prince thanked him for everything. The result went good for Prince…
But for Diane…it’s the worst…
Her grades got lower
She’s always out of energy
And she feels boggled…
Mandy reassured her that she can get back on track but Diane
knows that it will never be the same again. She realized that it’s something
unwelcomed that’s been bothering her and it’s either she’ll have a hard time
getting it off or hard time making it grow.
She needs motivation, she needs a source and Mandy knows
where to get it...
Diane needs Prince.
But Prince is not the type to think about love as of the
moment. He knew his priorities well and Diane’s not a part of it. He’s thankful
but that’s all he could give right now.
And with the struggle to get back on track, Diane needs to
keep on hanging before she falls.
I cannot answer the call since
my hand is holding the umbrella while the other is pinning my hair. It stopped
but then it started ringing again. I was getting irritated as it’s already the
fifth time so I stopped by the shed to finally answer the call.
“Hello?” I said.
“Where are you?” the person replied.
I don’t
know if this is a good opportunity to be with someone and help me cope up with
my feelings. On the other hand, I just want to be with myself and to fill in
the void alone just to say I made it without anybody’s help.
“I’m busy right now. Sorry.” I said then turned
down the call.
Somehow, I feel guilty. Usually, people aren’t there when you
need them. But this one, I turned the offer down when I know I needed it the
most.
I must be stupid and proud…and maybe that’s
what made him go away.
With no direction, I continued walking down the
streets until I passed by a pastry shop. I am not a fan of rolls and breads and
sweet pies that girls usually do but just for today, I wanted to explore a side
of the world I haven’t yet discovered. I wanted to be new. I wanted to be able
to say “I’ve changed” if ever there’ll be a chance that I can shove it to his
face. I wanted to be higher than him…I wanted him to regret leaving me. And now
that I’m thinking about it, I realized I still have a long way to go in
forgetting him.
But damn, I want these sweet cakes to taste
like my revenge.
I ordered a strawberry cake roll and an Earl
Grey. I also found a decent spot near the bookshelf. The smell of pastries and
sweets wafted over the room and opening a book from their shelves is a
picturesque of an ideal romantic date. The jazz music is played all over the
small place and the sound of rain adds another music to the ears.
It was a beautiful moment...and I am trying so
hard to appreciate it.
I was reading a book when I heard someone
pulled the chair in front of me.
“Hello” he said. His soft voice made me
curious.
And when I looked to which the voice belonged to, I saw that his face
is way softer and angelic for his voice.
I stared at him as if I’m giving him a negative
message. Mentally, I am trying to figure out what to do. But he’s staring right
back at me…and now, we’re in a stare fest; two strangers plunging beneath the
soul in a pair of confused eyes.
I really don’t know what to do.
But automatically, I know my body tensed…but I
felt some warmth.
It’s gonna be an interesting day.
And with that thought, I didn’t remove my eyes
off him and smiled.
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Overall, The Social Media can be a blessing or the exact opposite. It depends on the experience of the user and how he uses it. The good thing is that there are initiatives that are advocating the responsible use of Social Media. They teach people on how to discern or be critical on how they accept messages or meanings online which is absolutely what all of us should be knowledgeable about. Another good thing is that the endeavour for a peaceful and "healthier" Social Media environment is possible. With the awakening of more potential responsible users, the Social Media can be a happy place to be with.
Since it's Valentines (Happy Valentines to you!), I decided to make a mini-series of short stories about love. I am going to make these stories for the remaining days of February so let's see how this goes. Hehe.
Here's the first one...enjoy!
LoveShower
It was a rainy morning and I feel melancholic
as the rain drops pour in my window with a fainted light across the curtains.
Droplets made the leaves heavy, as well as my mood. I am on my own. I don’t
live with anyone by myself---in this pale blue apartment with a cup of tea in
my hand; I feel lonely.
I wondered why the rain makes us sad when it’s
supposed to be refreshing. The land, crops and basically the whole earth cools
down with every downpour, but why does it also makes a person feel down too? I
should love the rain. I should create a memory wherein rain will be my
sunshine. I should remove this notion of loneliness when it’s raining. For
others, it may sound so absurd to think too much how about what someone feels
when it’s raining. But as for me, I don’t want my emotions to be like a weather
or even a season that changes from time to time---I want to be constantly
happy.
I picked up my umbrella and headed towards the
door. The drenched outside world is waiting for me. Even though I hate getting
wet, I braved the streets with my resolute to end my loneliness with this rain.
Cold wind pass across my face, cutting beneath my cheeks while the pattering
sounds of my feet sounded like a sad harmony. It’s traumatizing and I want to
go back home, where I know I could be warm and safe. But I know I need to love
the rain, and appreciate it so I gathered few steps more.
It was really hard to walk in the rain. I
imagine tears puddle up in the streets and breeze from a pierced heart. I
imagined myself during the darkest days of my life. It was just like rainy
season---clouds clustered in the sky, tears blocking my eyesight, the cold gave
me goose bumps and his voice resonated like a thunder. It was a storm I was
devastated from, and it took me so long to find its eye for I am hanging on to
its tails. It was raining when he left and it is now raining that he’s gone.
But it is now raining that I also remember that day, and that’s why I want to
befriend the rain---so the dark shadows of the past will fade away.
So for this post, I’ll be writing my thoughts
about ONE OK ROCK’s Heartache. I’ve been a fan for many years now and I listen
to all of their songs so I am also aware of
how their music changes from one album to another. It’s true that ONE OK ROCK
continues to evolve its music especially now that they are reaching for a wider
global audience, but anything is fine with me.
As a fan, I will stay supportive to whatever
they plan to do with their music but of course, I hope that they will still
incorporate their own Japanese rock/ONE OK ROCK signature style to their
upcoming music. In all honesty, they write great songs even before they became
affiliated with American producers or labels. There’s this vibe or formula that
when you hear it, you know it’s ONE OK ROCK. I cannot pin-point to what aspect
of their music shows their distinct style though.
Anyway, I choose to write a music review about Heartache
mainly because it’s Valentines…and their slow rock love songs really tugs the
heartstrings. (AND THIS IS MY CURRENT MOOD LOL). In totality, ONE OK ROCK’s
slow love songs are over flowing with emotion, love, pain and other
feelings (OMG IS THIS KANJOU EFFECT? HAHA) that every time I listen to it, I
just can’t help but pick up the emotion from the song. I guess that’s a sign
that music does transcend cultural barriers. I can feel and understand the
message just by listening to the song…or maybe it’s just that they are that
good. I think I’m straying away from the topic…lol.
I am no professional but I’ll TRY to do well with my review. So read on :--)
Heartache
Ah, this is probably one of the most
heart-wrenching songs I’ve ever heard. Lyrics wise, the song really shows
heartache. The choice of words and how it is sung really makes my heart heavy
every time I play it. The first stanza is very strong for me: “So they say that
time takes away the pain, but I’m still the same.” From the moment I heard it,
I was like “dang. I wanna cry.”
For me, the message is well shown with the
quality of the lyrics. I also like the fact that the musical arrangement is very
light from the beginning up to the middle part because it created a good
build-up until the song is accompanied with heavy drum beats, guitar strums and
bass lines up to the end; like an escalator wherein the first few parts of the
songs tells you to prepare for a very intense middle part and an energy-maintained
end. The progressive instrumental yet Taka’s singing creates a contrast,
emphasizing the “I can’t help but feel the pain” vibe of the song, especially
with the way Taka sang it with the middle part.
Taka’s voice is well-controlled, Toru’s guitar
lines are placed well and Ryota’s bass lines complements Tomoya’s drumming. I
remember the first time I heard it from Rurouni Kenshin: The Legend Ends
trailer, it made me tear up a bit because even though it speaks about a broken
heart from a failed relationship, it somewhat connected to the film.
Overall,
it leaves me temporarily broken with every single play although I must say, the
acoustic version is A-W-E-S-O-M-E. The feeling seems raw, and it’s more
sentimental with Tomoya playing the lyre. It is not the usual Japanese sound as
it sounds more Westernized but it’s one of those songs that you can recommend
to a non-fan who’s interested to listen to the band for the first time. Somehow, it kind of
reminds me of Wherever You Are and Pierce. Nevertheless, this song is of
quality in terms of technical and emotional effect to its listeners.
Heartache lyric video (fan made):
Heartache acoustic version:
So, that’s my review! I don’t know if I make
any sense at all. LOL. But if you have any suggestions as to how I can improve
my writing skills, please do comment on this post. All the views here are just my opinion.
Anyway, this
is inspired by the phone app, Notice me Senpai! (it is like Neko Atsume, but
you collect guys instead of cats hahahaha). I’m totally addicted to that game
so I decided to make a story derived from that one! Hehe
Title: Notice
Me, Please?
Format: Short
Film
Language:
English, Filipino, a bit of Hangul and Nihonggo
Story:
Jenna is a 2nd
year college student who loves watching J-drama and K-dramas. Because of this,
she is the typical fan girl who gushes about Oppas (Korean term for older
guy/brother/also endearment for a guy someone finds an interest with) and
Senpais (the Japanese counterpart of Oppa). It was the start of new semester
when she was enrolled in a class with 2 international students---one is a cute
and baby faced Korean guy with round reading glasses named Se Han and the other
one is a charming Japanese guy with curly mop head hair and cute smile named
Takahiro.
The teacher
was assigning the seats when Jenna was tasked to seat between the Se Han and
Takahiro. Being a shy girl, Jenna is too stiff and awkward around the guys.
Since she is too shy to start a conversation, the two boys are quiet around her
as well. Her expectation is for her to exchange jokes and be close with the
guys, just like what she sees from watching J and K dramas. But in reality, the
semester went by with no progress between Jenna and the guys---she was so
passive that she wasn’t able to make friends with them.
When the next
semester arrived, Jenna was in regret for not being friendly to the two guys.
Although she finds them cute and much like the idols she adores in drama shows,
Jenna seems too powerless that she literally runs or quickly avoids the guys
the moment she notices them. To the eyes of Se Han and Takahiro, Jenna looks
like the traumatized kid who got a bad experience from being their seat mate
when in reality, Jenna wants to know them more.
It was only 6
months away before graduation and Jenna resolved that she wanted to be friends
with Se Han and Takahiro before they graduate. With limited time and a late
realization, Jenna will try the most subtle and even the most obvious actions
and methods just for them to notice her. And if they notice her, who will she
pick among the two? Is it the cute and child-like Se Han or the mature and free
spirited Takahiro?
^So let me
explain for this one. I know that it doesn’t really sound good that girls chase
after boys with such measures. But this is inspired by romantic Asian films
wherein girls do the moves for the boys. I am not degrading any sexes here. This
is just a work of fiction that wants to depict a cute, teen-ish, puppy love
type of romantic story.
Anyway, here are some Oppa and Senpai memes I would like to share. hehehehehe.